♥, i don't bear , but time won't rewind back .

FML .

2010-08-21T09:57:00.000-07:00

2010-08-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

Boo . Todays friday agn. One week just fly past :o school been slacky . Next week there's tons of test :'( gonna work hard . Real hard. & There gonna be presentation . == cross finger ill pass. Today lots of things happen . Must be cause its friday 13th. Lolol. Whatever. Pictures cant be upload as im using phone t update. :) so write so much also no use. Like talking t myself == nights readers (L)

2010-08-12T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hey there !! (: lately I lost interest in cyber thingy. /:Which explain why I didnt blog. (: school been fine . I have been studying bucking up for tests. Everything is finally fitting into the right place. Im so contented w my life. I finally wake up from the self centered world used t live in. Wanting everything Is impossible. Instead we shld fight for it. Hell, im really regretted the things I done. Sigh. Ill update w pictures soon. Im off t my afternoon nap. <: bye ~

-' I swear one day you will get it. Loser(:

2010-07-08T00:03:00.000-07:00

Reminiscing the past.

2010-06-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

Side fringe / bangs suit me ?? :/ Any suggestion ?? Hmm.

It's my choice.

2010-06-09T22:54:00.001-07:00

One moment I find myself irritable and down for no rhyme or reason ; the next moment I find myself happy and boisterous . These emotional upheavals and mood swings take me on a roller-coaster ride . It is truly so hard to express my feelings to other people , leading to the much obvious outbursts of anger and frustration . I didnt mean t vent my anger on family & frens , it's just beyong my control . Im driving myself mad . I tot it thru , people who do hurt me, end up making me feel sad and worthless . Yet it doesnt mattered t them & they long forgotten it. I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between . I wanna be th cheerful girl i used t be , always smiling w nothing t care, but can I ? My attitude sucks , im gonna changed fr th better . Just wait & see . & you just dun mean a thing t me anymore :)

2010-06-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought that some ppl choose t betray & lie cause they loved each other too much ? They dun want th other t get hurt . Instead th person who lied is th one who hurts more thn anyone else on th inside .
Right , those words really make me believed , once . No one is willing t be betrayed , no matter how well th reason is . Did you ever though why i even believe you in th first place ?? Im silly , real silly . Wise up Jocelyn.Lsh ! If i said i've forgotten you , thn im lying . Cause if i did , i wont be posting all this anymore . Hoho .

Anyone guess what day is tml ??

2010-06-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

Tons' of pic , but im much too lazy t post all . :)

Hi ! :D Today overslept ; didnt realised phone was idle or sth . Im having a bad hair day ): Bitch kept ranting on & on ~ LOL , sorry nah ~ . Prepared & stuffs , out -> tamp -> Eastpoint -> 444 -> 112 She was sucha joker , tons of inside joke , makes me laugh lik mad only . Heh , shopped ard & had LJS lunch :D Met up w others . Dua ppl not good , tsk :/ Slacked thn cabbed hsh . Love bitch (L) , she's sucha good sist . Ohh & ,

Happy Birthday Skav ! :D Sorry i cant celebrate w you , enjoy yourself uh :) Thanks alot , y' knw wht i mean hur ^^

Alright , will update soon . Clickclickclick th nuffnang .

I need a parachute .

2010-06-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hihihi ! :D Met up w my bitch , miss her lik so damn much . Inter -> 800++ . It's been a long time since i went there . :D Slacked , wanted t go her house , but nobody's in & she didnt had key :/ Waste my time only ~ Lols . Thn buy things etc thn cabbed back cs . So silly of us , acting lik some criminal hidin from some ppl . LOL . & th weather is damn hot i swear . Thn others came too . Somehow everything was alright , thn somethings happened . Totally makes me so fxcked up . Wtf is th prob w you ? It isnt lik you're any better . Hsh afterwhich . Hey , my birthday is in another 4 days ! :) Anyone rmb ?? Alright , will update soon . Do click th nuffnang for me , tyvm :) Bye , xoxo .